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About the Changi Chalet

2010-05-31T15:29:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,i am finally back to blogging,the blog have been in coma since dunno when-.-
Well,For ppl tat ask me how is my life,I think tat it is find and RP rocks!!!!!
Sat night,meet bo jun at 9.45 on 29 May(sat) to go Changi Chalet,while w8ing,saw johnny and he tagged along wif us(last min).We reach thr dunno wad time but I kno is at night and we watched some show.After tat,we play the Xbox games and the game"Dead or alive 3" is damn funny lor,is abt fighting then we reali laugh til our heart out~~ Johnny,the one tat say dun wanna slp was the 1st one tat slept @#$%...Bo jun was the one tat accompany me for a while be4 he fall asleep too and i have no choice but to rest..slept only 1 hr 30mins Dx But slping in the living room is fun lor..hahaha,The next day we slack and play until night time and we home after tat...

2010-02-19T19:46:00.002+08:00

ok,posting again...thousands & millions of Sry to Bo Jun & Jia Qi...Reali thx a lot for yr time & accompany but reali u all dun understand lots of it...I now reali luan & ned time le....perhaps tat is wad my star sign reali says-.-
reali reali wonder wad is the prob tat is rather sudden too...how i wish i can reali escape from those pains but i reali have to face it.........anyway Miss Chia Jiayu,i updated & Bo Jun,my blog is not dead!!!! Juz slping...

2010-01-13T20:17:00.001+08:00

Hey guys,i found this song which suits me for now & rather nice...the song is "because i am stupid"....haha,i kno i am outdated coz this is the boys over flower song but sry la...never upgrade my ram ma...yea,should watch the MV=)

Reviving of the blog

2010-01-06T20:42:00.005+08:00

Yo,back for a while but soon back to normal,yea,thx to tat babe tat call me to update since it is 2010,i shall update,a bit late la..ps...
yea,during the holidays,i enjoy a lot & oso been thru those freaking obstacles tat is reali difficult especially u...but a promise is a promise after those msgs......yea,half way succeeding but still trying no matter how long it will take...when to bowling & even cycling at ECP during 31st Dec....dunno why tat day so sway & got injured at my leg & wrist-.- juz to avoid 2 gals & prevent Tony crashing into my back wheels,but perhaps quite worth it rather than those 2 gals got injured,but dunno who the hell are they-.- gals ma,more weaker(ok,juz joking,no offence to gals)
anyway share something,not only me injured,tony nearly lost his way coz he never bring specs & we were dashing back alone so luckily i found him coz i was behind if not he will be living in ECP-.-
then,got 1 man dunno wad the hell had got into him,he "bo tai ji" go bang the lamp,wth sia,tot he iron man-.- then another gal which was riding down the slope didnt see the car was accelerating & she nearly fly in front of our eyes & i will never forget tat moment....she turned in time,i think she was super lucky sia,more lucky then me la=(
Once again time flies & is reali time t forget the past & only keep those good memories behind & tat is the 1 tat is complicating to deal wif -_-(change a bit of the face)
i found this from the TV programme & it says "in love,when u get too close,u tends to lost it & it become further in gap but when u leave it,it will make u feel a lot"..Do u believe it? I kind of believe a lot...
Ok,enuf of the talk..photos for the ECP...

bo jun, me & tony & our hairs are flying

This umbrella was taken by me but is hung shen wan take de,dun reali kno why but juz took le..

Hahaha,tony so sexy & lucky got 1 pic of hung shen...hehe

The 3 of us taking photos near the dunno where & we look so gay

Escape Theme Park

2009-11-29T16:01:00.002+08:00

Yeah,so gonna post abt the the things tat we do in Escape during yesterday(the pictures are below)
So ya,we reach escape at abt 10.30am & we felt rather sienz coz lots of things had been removed,like rainbow,inverter & flipper =(
Went to go kart,wet & wild & every other single game & finally i dare to play pirate ship wifout feeling GIDDY!!! Hahahahaha-.-
Went to Haunted House dunno how many times until very sienz liao,not scary at all,juz feel tat the best part is scream for fun & those gals will continue =P hahaha..Went to Haunted House again at night & guess wad,the place is sooooo bright-.-
Anyway,guess who i saw? I saw Xinyu,lol...dunno why she oso go wif cousin or wad...yeah,tat is all the things coz i summarise^^ Ok,post til here bye~

2009-11-29T13:07:00.011+08:00

Me,Yi Ting & her sis,Yi Chew

See Johnny de hand again,is the same!!! hahahaha
Awww,eyes hurt,so bright!!!

LOL,a big smile from Tony indeed =D
Zzzz...wanted to take pic wif Tony but Johnny extra-.-
Bo Jun & me
haha...3,2,1 smile =D

Omg,is Tony so sleepy? eyes are closing alr (edited)
Group photo once again but at night^^
This 1 is scary,look at the eyes of Yi Chew!!! becoming a monster at night -.-
Eeeee...shadow,omg,a ghost...hahahaha
Hahaha,did any1 realise the johnny always do the same in photos?
o.o i looks angry,perhaps too sunny!!
Group photo in the morning!!! ^^
Awww,this thingy plane is bored =(
photo of us wifout Yi Ting & Lay Ting=(
Starting from left,Yi chew,Si Ying,Valerie,Tony,Me,Bo Jun,Johnny
Say cheeessseee!!!
Ok,Tony & me looking behind coz THERE IS REALI A CHIO BU...hahaha(stalker -.-)
Haha,can u find Tony & me? ps,cant see my face coz looking behind at a chio bu =P
Turn turn & say cheese!!!
Hey wait!!! My photo pls =P

Yo!! Bro taking photo =)

Tony & me trying to hide away from camera -.-

Dunno why have my pic when taking her photo o.o
I dun wanna take phot now!!!

2009-11-27T16:09:00.002+08:00

Hmm,any forget tell u all,yeah,i working at the company Noel,hear be4 ma? is a very famous hamper company & i had KFC for 3 days!!!Omg,getting sienz of tat le...anyway gonna post today coz dunno why juz feel the urge to post-.-
In the morning,went to play bball wif bojun after tat lunch & tat meet johnny for bball...It rain!!! F sia,juz hope 2morow dun rain can le =) We played 2v1 & i let them 2 ball coz johnny say cannot let 1 ball coz guys got 2 balls-.- Aw,very horny right & yeah,tat is him..Remember his face carefully when u saw him..next time will put a poster of his face BIG BIG!!!! After some time,i finally won to the score of 11-4 ^^ ....We played 2nd match & when their score is 2 whereas mine is 6 & they let me so i let them win instead-.- Ok,post til here,gonna watch HOT SHOT & listen to "l00k at me"~.~
Will be posting after escape^^ PICTURES!!!!

2009-11-26T21:02:00.007+08:00

Hmm,dun reali kno wad to post but yea,i started work,yesh,i started work !!!! Yay!!! finally-.-
Well,too busy nowadays coz of work on wkdays & i wanna play bball=( should be going to escape this Sat...Lots of things happen but i think i should juz relax & forget those things since it is so tiring...Once again,i changed...LOL..ok post til here,will be updating maybe this Sunday or even not -.-

2009-11-14T10:33:00.002+08:00

Dun reali kno wad to post coz wanna post abt chalet but bo jun post alr so juz click on my link & go his blog & see-.-
Juz kno tat my 1st night i didnt slp much coz too much things trying to wake me up while Si Ying & Bo Jun slept so soundly & still got something happen during the night but dun wish to post then 2nd night i actually can slp then suddenly Jiayu shine HP light at me & ask me whether i am asleep then i woke up again coz not yet reali asleep,wanted to accompany her coz she wouldn't be able to slp so early as wad she had say but in the end i slp le...sry..
Everything repeating the same way it was again but juz the different ppl...there is reali no way out for this situation but juz to accept & juz hope tat she found the right guy & as long as she is happy,i am satisfied coz i cant do anything le as tat is the max i can do as a fren...

2009-11-09T16:07:00.002+08:00

Arghh, i am so addicted to korean love songs....why it hurts so much when those things are juz repeating the same way it was....i tot i was able to forget all those within a day but i knew i wasnt able to & i miss her lots...Now,wad ever thing i do to anyone,it will always be wrong even though i was juz trying to be concern...Why cant i juz die & let everything rest in peace man....Told Bo Jun tat those useless one is the one tat suicide...but now i do think tat if u have no way out,the best one is to open the window & jump out....HURTS HURTS HURTS HURTS HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Letting you go is the solution to it but am i able to make it successful? I dun think so... I am juz trying to be as good as to care for u.. Juz hope tat things will turn out right..

2009-11-05T16:42:00.002+08:00

GG for my POA...gonna get F9...haiz....no choice coz i oso expected=(
Hope tat those stress will be over soon...have been so stress tat i cant slp for the whole night yesterday....Rolling on bed & thinking wad is the solution & wad i have experience in my Sec4 life...Dun reali gonna post abt wad i am thinking actually coz it concern abt my personal...yeah,only those frens of mine will kno...
It hurts to hold back & to like some1 tat dislike u...no 1 have been successfully hold back...E.g like Wei lun,he tried to hold back but instead emoing here & there...if some1 can successfully hold back,pls tell me,i will pray him man....

Hurts Hurts Hurts

Back to blog for the time being

2009-10-29T18:50:00.003+08:00

(Cant U all juz tag in my tagbox instead of msging me?)
Now i will post since u have been spamming me to post(ok,most ppl dunno who i refering to)
Have been slacking for the past few wks until the O level...rather hopeless...yeah,tat is how i feel....
All the things go haywire & rather stress wif lots of things...& now currently feeling low,how is wish i am dead for the moment or even forever....
Ok,dunno wad to say so will be ending here since i dun have the mood & feeling so low...post after all my O level papers finish

All i am doing is lying to myself

Escape Theme Park

2009-09-12T09:30:00.008+08:00

The lovely couple..well they separated..shhhh

Wei Lun is abt to vomit,Bojun looking blur & even Johnny is blur too-.-

Say cheesssseeeee
Fly fly fly...the higher we go-.-
Hahas,wonder which camera should we follow-.-
Our frenship pictures!!!

Tony & me on the ferris wheel =P
Wet & Wild,taking photos secretly. Johnny & me=D

Be4 i tell u all abt the ETP,i am so happy right now although quite emo juz now coz my blog finally can post pictures!!!
Next is tat it had been 1wk & i still feel hurts a lot not coz of this blog(ppl tat kno,should kno wad i am talking abt but if u dun,dun ask me)
Well,on Thursday,Kee Meng,Johnny,Wei Lun,Bo Jun,Jackson,Joey,Tony & me went to ETP & we got so much fun.Firstly,went we enter,we chiong towards the Go-Kart as it is the most fun game of all & the queue will be long when in the afternoon..laughing all the way coz its so fun & i nearly got bang & stuck coz i drift down 1 slope but lucky i control it well..phew...
After going to the Go-Kart,we chiong to other games like the bumper boat,family coaster,the "superman ride",haunted house,ferris wheel,wet & wild( Eh,i muz well say all games right-.-) yeah nearly all games except for some under repair or wad...But sadly,i didnt take the pirate ship & the others took it except for Tony & me coz we went to the coaster^^ Wei Lun got down the pirate ship & he felt unwell....after much games,the game tat shock me most & funniest is the Haunted House..Not tat i am afraid la but something happen,i was holding to Tony & then my fren shouted "Kok Yee,dun hum ji la",ok then i was like fine & i hold on to Wei Lun...then Bo Jun ran away 1st & Tony follow but he got night blindness-.- & guess wad,when we came out,tony is no where to been seen,i was so damn fucking shock but luckily he came out but he came out from the entrance instead..ROFLMAO...
Slowly 1 by 1 went home & left the 4 of us which is Kee Meng,Bo Jun,Tony & me...We went to the Flipper at abt 7.50pm & tat was my 1st time-.- Well,thought it will be giddy but instead i felt tat myself were flying...SO FUN CAN...But be4 the flipper,i msg some1 & when i look at the sky,guess wad,i saw a SHOOTING STAR...pardon me coz i never see a shooting star be unless in TV programmes-.- AT tat moment i was thinking of some1 as i miss her quite a lot & guess wad,my frens told me to make a wish & i did,but not abt my "O" level...My frens scolded me dumb for not wishing to have a good grade in my "O" level-.- & yeah,i wish something tat related to tat gal instead(dun ask me who is it if u dunno)
After we leave the ETP,we went to KFC to had our dinner & tat F guy,which i call him Ah Meng,took my phone away-.- Finally bus home at around 9.45pm & got nagged-.-

2009-09-09T09:24:00.000+08:00

Well,blog still not yet ok for me coz CANT PUT PICTURES=(
Yesterday:
After my maths lesson wif Miss Sew,went to have my lunch wif Bo Jun...After tat,w8 for Bo Jun to finish his N level & went to meet Kee Meng to play basketball wif him but guess wad,saw Xinyu,HuiTong,& others...& there is this guy(dunno his name) probably a joker,go say i betray our team by passing ball to gals-.- I will never betray lor,is juz tat when i jump wan throw tat ball but realise it is to far then Kee Meng got block my some1 then i thought he could take the ball but the ball juz flew towards Xinyu-.- Ok,after playing basketball,Johnny came to find us,yeah,tat is it....
Today:
Bo Jun gonna have EL N level,wish him Good Luck lor coz he always fail his EL or juz get a pass...Currently ppl spamming facebook coz got so many email & oso being nag by my grandpa,damn irritating la-.- & there goes it come again-.- Ok,post til here coz gonna play games & blast music......

Today

2009-09-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

Well,currently blog a bit sot sot so cant post pictures of wad i took today when i go to the zoo-.- & had been rather emo from yesterday coz something happen but dun wish to reveal as it was not the person prob too...& yesterday night,play SA wif Tony to cool myself down & finally rock on my bed to think of the past-.- Cant slp until dunno wad time & finally the next day came which is today & went to zoo but still feeling a bit low..But,some frens msg me & filled my life wif colours again but currently still feeling down...yeah post til here..when blog ok le then post those silly pictures of animals(rather cute)

2009-08-22T09:27:00.000+08:00

Basically,feeling very bored now....Yesterday,went to play basketball after school as i juz had my SS & Maths Paper 1 over....At around 6 pm,went to look at how my juniors are doing for the Teacher's Day rehearsal....Teach Tony lights for a while & went home-.-
Today,obviously juz wake up & chat wif Aaron & Xinyu...Rather short post i can say coz dunno wad to say le...Wish to meet up wif frens soon to have a whole day fun but probably ned to w8 until i finish my exams >.<

Finally back to blog,but bored

2009-07-23T17:59:00.003+08:00

Yo!!! Some guys tat msg me & wanna me to update-.-
Basically,last friday,went to visit Debbie,wif Bo Jun & Tony,coz she is sick...but she recover quite a lot le when we visit her^^After visiting her,we went home then is like we took a few pictures...After tat,something terrible happen coz went we moving back,Bo Jun was riding the bike,i was standing & Tony was having the back seat,after a bump,we fell & guess wad,Bo Jun's bike de back wheel got bent-.- luckily we didnt get any injuries & luckily i jump out-.-
Abt today,nothing much,juz skipped my POA afternoon programme...shhhh-.- then in the end went out wif frens to fixed his specs & he wanna buy contact lens,tat is why i skip & juz to help him out,back to school,went to control room & after tat,basketball!!!! But,my finger gonna get swollen-.- coz of tat gay.....

Posting abt linked frens

2009-07-09T17:27:00.003+08:00

Yeah,finally back to myself,kno i should treasure lots of things be4 i leave this school unless i wanna stay back 1 more year but i dun wish to la,obviously(but muz reali chiong,i am alr starting a bit le)
Btw,gonna say something tat i feel & wad i can see from my position for all my frens tat i had link....

Aaron-Cool,funny & very interested in basketball!!!
Bo Jun-Some1 i reali treasure a lot & forever brother,but sometimes reali blur..hahas....
Chee Hean-Dunno wad to say although kno him since Sec 1 but all i kno is the coolest & yandao person i kno so far..hehe
Debbie-Hmm...Well,nice gal & rather innocent but sometimes go quite hyper...hahas...

Ginny-Adorable,& oso got some "charm"...hahahahas....a very good gal too... yeah,& cheer me up a lot when i feeling down
Jovy-Err......ya,all i can say,smart babe....
Jun Kai-Hahas,as for him.....Joker,yandao oso,& some1 i quite like oso but dun think tat i am gay-.-
Keng Hao- Wow!! This is rather hard to define, although his name is keng hao but not those type of person tat kno how to "keng"..hahas..quite interesting person,tat is all i can say
Rachel- Eh...i can say tat she is quite good,chio & sometimes funny..LOLs..
Shu Hooi- Hey,although last time when i started knowing her,she like wanna me to die...hahas,always get bully by her...but afterall,a very nice gal to make fren wif=)
Sufi- Reali reali a nice guy...Devoted to a person wholeheartedly,coz i can feel it,but not devoted to me la-.-

Tisya-Dunno her long but all i can say,comfort me & somehow cheer me up be4..hahas...Nice gal
Tony-Very funny coz very cute...sometimes become blur then more funny..nice person,always
treating him as my brother but didnt say it out=) but now i am saying
Wei Lun-Gay forever..hahas...but reali a nice guai kia..hehe....sometimes bully each other...One
of my reali reali best fren^^

2009-07-06T11:18:00.001+08:00

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Looking back hurts...

2009-07-04T10:16:00.003+08:00

Be4 my story starts again,i would like to say something happy 1st..Yesterday,after the Be yourself day,went to Tampines to watch Transformer wif Tony,Bo Jun,Aaron & 1 guy from Sec3 called Henderson or wad..Sry,dunno how his name is spelled..LOLs...After tat walk to the inter wif Tony coz he need go home early..after tat went to take some pictures & went home...Hehe,here are the pictures but sadly the others are not there except for Bo Jun & me...
Ok,back to the sad story...Finally when i on com today,something happen & tat is my com sot sot le...but finally fixed^^ ok,while it is crazy,i when to check something & i manage to check it & tat is some1's blog...Later gonna message her to tell her something again..haiz.afraid tat she might ignore me again=(
Well,it reali hurts to look back & i am telling especially Sufi..IT HURTS!!!!! Now there is reali lots of things i am afraid of but the main thing is TIME!!!!!! (Not tat i am dying la), is juz tat time flies & soon lots of things are gone..when i look back at the pictures of the day when the few of us went to ECP to have fun,i nearly turn crazy coz why the time past so fast when we having so much fun? Soon i will be sitting for my "O" level & exam & soon i be leaving this school!!! i dun wan too coz too much things i enjoy in this school & cant let it go juz like tat coz lots & lots of frens of mine will soon be gone after i leave......Why so many things are torturing me?I felt tat this is enough to make me go crazy........WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? Post until here coz i am feeling low le!!!!

Today

2009-06-27T15:47:00.003+08:00

Oh ya,btw the " Everytime We Touch " tat i display dun have beat de,not tat nice...
Sob=( tomorow i going cut hair le coz school reopen soon & if i dun cut Ms Tng sure cut for me =( Hair I will miss u lot...After i leave school i sure keep hair de *Arghhhhh* Dun wan to leave my hair again-.- LOLs,talk until like going cut botak XD
I dun wan cut hair!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday,26/06/09

2009-06-27T09:44:00.003+08:00

Went to Bugis wif Bo Jun to shop & waste time=P.... Actually Aaron going wif us too but in the end he cant make it=(
So ya,walk round & round & finally saw some shirt tat planning to buy soon hopefully not out of stock-.- ,went to arcade too & played House of Dead 4..hahas..fun but quite hard coz Bo Jun is like dunno shooting wad lor *Arghhhhh* then die in the end-.- played King of Fighter & nearly tio owned but still lose -.- lastly we drive=P & i drift,finally i learn to drift wifout tio bang but i set to auto gear change then never change lor-.- then bo jun de car keep on catching up but in the end he lose coz he went to bang other car~bleah~
Btw thx Bo Jun,for sending me those songs..hehe..a bit ODT but nice man.."Everytime We Touch" (it is at my side bar now,click play to listen coz i never set it auto)
(Yesterday was a reali reali happy day for me although there is only 2 of us & something happen too....Btw Bo Jun,i never write essay le hor & all this English is not chim so u can understand if not later u complain-.-)

Bored

2009-06-25T09:29:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging but dunno wad to say,so i say abt yesterday de ba....Went to school wif Bo Jun & meet Tony up to teach him lights..After tat,something terribly happen...(dun wish to say)
After tat,we went to had our lunch,finally man,coz Tony & I were very hungry but Bo Jun say he is not...Obviously la,he got fats to burn ma(no offence) but Tony & I nothing to burn leh,only bone lor-.-
After we had our lunch at Blk 85,we went to near Ginny's hse de BB court but it was raining so i suggested a lame & childhood game,dodge ball/poison ball...play at the playground like kid lor-.- then msg Ginny & she say saw us....After tat,got some forfeit,called Ginny to look but i the end we bored her...Sry,actually wanted to do pole dance..hahas,but we choose to do chicken dance by holding each other hand-.- lucky no1 video it...hahas...
Rest~Then went to play BB at BB court....hahas..reali fun but exhausted..Tony is reali kind of funny & cute..hahas...everything he does is cute especially playing games...hehe..
Ok,tat's all abt yesterday..Bye~

2009-06-22T15:38:00.003+08:00

Hahas..this is the video for Chicken Dance..LOLs....Oh ya,btw i still remember hor..Why Yi Ting,Bo Jun & Aaron no tio the torture part? Oh ya,Aaron went to toilet so dunno wad happen...So ya,basically i pour water on Debbie & Yi Ting pour on me,but others should kena too. XD

2009-06-19T09:22:00.003+08:00

Well,actually dun wan to post today but suddenly when i am talking to Bo Jun i felt something..i tried to be angry or wadever things wif some1 & u all should kno(a bit siao la) but i wan tried put everything behind coz on 16th i told my frens tat i had put down le..ya,well,i put down le but juz left those memories i haven't....
So basically,i suddenly got inspiration of wad to write..LOLs...Ya,although a few of us began to think tat she have something @#$%*@#$%*@#$%* (*beep* cant say sry,only some of us kno..right brothers?Btw maybe got too much things until they dunno wad i talking abt-.-)Ya so,maybe some of my frens or bro think tat she is bad or even some scold her ***** but i can say tat maybe she doesn't kno abt wad she is doing is hurting me or other ppl...But i can say tat she is reali not a ***** coz after i read her blog i feel tat "Wow................"
So ya,giving up wooing obviously-.- & thx Aaron,for asking me tat question by smsing me...perhaps u dunno how to help once i think tat way coz my fren BING XIANG(LOLs..muz put his name as big as possible) oso say the same thing as me "obviously not up tat standard" ,then after tat i oso told him,i dunno how to help u le...hahas....so ya,u oso dunno le & perhaps u dun have to coz although she is still in some part of my heart but i alr give up le-.-
Btw Aaron,thx anyway=) Still got lots of secret to share..hahas...u told me a secret abt a "gal" tat shouldn't be hurt de & i keep tat secret til now=P (soon leaking out...hahas.jk...I wont coz dun wan my bro to die...LOLs...)
Btw guys,there is another start of my new life le

Forgive me Aaron & abt our outing^^

2009-06-17T08:57:00.019+08:00

Sry Aaron,i dun wish to say out again but i have to ask for yr forgiveness from yr bottom of yr heart....pls forgive me,next time i will on my Hp de & come to yr rescue if needed to...Ya,basically,dun wish to reveal anything out abt this outing tat happen,so Aaron dun say out too....
Ok,here come the story,we went to East Coast Park & reach there at 9am+ then started renting bikes & ride all the way to Changi Beach & had our lunch at th ere...ride back was so tiring & all our legs are leg "dying"...Damn Exhausted but reali fun^^
After tat something happen...Shhhh...& after this things we start having fun & tat is we playing water bomb *hehe* so fun...Hey w8,i juz remember something,how come Bo Jun,Yi Ting & Aaron never get torture in the 1st part??? Awwww!!!!! i forgot abt it....Arghhhhhhh... Only Debbie & I got torture,not fair T.T so we played until like siao & finally sent Debbie home & went home together wif my Brothers ^^
Below are some of the pictures^^

9am+ at Bedok Jetty^^ wif Aaron,Bo Jun,Debbie,Yi Ting & me

Ride bike to Changi Beach^^

While we going back to East Coast Park(Brother 4ever)
Best gals always^^ LOLs

Cool har?hahas..cool duo brothers-.- (new Brother^^)
Say cheese ...Style=)
Debbie,tired?sleep while standing?
I am so lonely=)

Hey,dun think other things,juz fren accompany her

How dare u take my pic!!!

Wow,me trying free hand^^ Jk,was saying something abt fly off-.-
On our trip back^^

Changi Beach again? o.0

Cute little ppl acting cute =P

After we had our lunch at near Changi Village

Hehe!!!Obviously water bomb time^^

Hahas...Forfeit time,Chicken Dance-.-

Arghhh!!! Myself inside too coz lose the game maT.T
Here are the games,passing of water bomb
Woots..you are lucky dude,nearl burst..hahas..
Cool!!~ Using power to sustain the water bomb from flying in the air^^
After playing water bomb o.- << this="" face="" like="" pirate=""> LOL...me acting cool o.0? & am i slping alr? "zzzzzz"
Hey when did u take this pics? Looks like me very angry?No la^^so happy
Being torture by Yi Ting..Arghhhh,y the rest of you never get except for Debbie & I?
Hehe..Obviously me torturing Debbie =P Debbie fun?
Bo Jun get thrown by water bomb not he throw onto the ground & not himself doing Tai ji?

~The End~

LOL~

2009-06-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

Bored man...Why this holiday quite bored,tats y i love school a lot coz got frens to chat wif...hahas...But this holidays is specially for us to study for our "O" Levels...
Well,Tony,i am alr happy but although happy,it still hurts de no matter hw happy i am...As to win her heart,i alr reply u on yr blog...Well,readers,remember my name coz i am a failure in love(LOLs) but i kno lots of wooing tips tat i got from my cousin after my 3rd Love...Now,i juz wonder hw do i touch her??? Why quite a number of them can but i juz cant??hahas...failure...but remember tat i wont be defeated badly even i am a failure coz i gonna stand up again^^
So ya,Tony,i tried my best to show her the sincerity,wonder does she saw it or it juz gone to the drain & get washed away....( I juz kno tat if a gal got a bit of feeling towards u,no matter wad u do,she will think tat u are sincere but if she doesnt have any...she will not see it forever unless miracle e.g like those drama show-.- Btw Tony, u still get in touch wif the gal tat u cant forget ma?)
Oh ya,lastly watch this Haru Haru MV the sigh sigh de...very funny,but like insult...the song lyrics sound de same as those words got 1 part is chew a donkey-.-||| laugh til i cried man....hahahahahahas...

Went out wif cousin to buy phone^^

2009-06-12T18:03:00.003+08:00

Ya,u all should kno wad is this topic mainly abt coz of the title....Basically,juz went to Bugis & buy phone & oso shop & i bought some shirts & oso shorts...wow,cost around $40+......Saw so much ppl tat looks a bit like her,LOLx,but i dun think she will be there de-.-|||
So,nothing much,but had quite a good day but got some part i became emo coz of the sad things tat i thought of....Luckily,i msg some1 & she manage to change topic & let me think of the 16th June tat i looking forward to & i so happy lor^^
Ok,now,juz wan to say tat farewell to Ginny coz she going out of country tomorow,hope she got the best day she never had be4=)

Today^^

2009-06-11T18:13:00.004+08:00

Yeah,today went out wif frens to Tampines then went to watch "Drag me to hell"..wow,the sound effect is nice but toooooooo
louddddddd!!!!!!! I nearly deaf man!!!!!Got 1 part very funny coz everything is calm then suddenly the woman slide open the curtain & saw the scary face...hahas...All the ppl get shock sia,even Bo Jun get shock & he move his body backwards,like playing Roller Coaster....Ok,here are the pictures tat we took...Btw i saw other Bedok Green frens too^^
Next topic is tat now i do think i cant give up on her totally le coz the love is still so deep in my heart although it is somehow only 1% but it juz increasing rapidly...sob....The Giant in my heart win me le...Anyway,nothing i can do juz let nature take its course coz i am defeated once again...Sry frens,but although i get defeated,i wont die coz only defeat ma,still got left a bit of life to strike back & i will make brand new ending...yay!!
OK,finally,wanted to say tat Tony u win lor,u found out the answer for tat Bridge...i wanted to keep reali low....& i reali wanted to help her take the things lor,coz it looks so damn heavy..my hearts break when i saw her take until like tat BUT,i cant do anything coz i am nothing to her le..if i go there & say i help u,she will definitely ignore me again...i dun wan tat feeling coz it hurts!!!

Finally back^^

2009-06-11T08:15:00.002+08:00

Wow,back to blogging coz of the extended programme so i cant post coz wan study ma...hahas....
Remember yesterday something quite funny happen coz we were studying Literature & my fren say something to a teacher in a somehow Singlish? The teacher tell us to answer her question,then guess wad my fren say,he said tat the answer & oso said tat "is the book say one"...i now reali wonder does he have supernatural power tat can talk to a book....ROFLMAO!!!!
Ok,today at around 10am will be meeting some frens,probably going to watch Movie at TM^^
After a few days or wks of non-talking abt her,i thought tat i could forget her Totally!!!! But i cant~ Looks like i reali ned a few wks without seeing her or wad & try to forget her but dunno wad happen i juz got the pressure & tat is keep on making me think of her_|_ Luckily there's something in my heart tat say those days are over & i kno there is no way to make a brand new start....so wanna make a brand new ending^^
Ok,this is my best fren & tat is the guy tat advice me de,Samuel^^ Obviously 1 is me la-.-

AFTER THE CAMP^^

2009-06-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

Wow,finally back home..but i reali miss the camp lor coz i like camping a lot^^Ok,gonna start the whole lot of story during my camp......
Well for the 1st afternoon,nothing much but during the floorball,it was so damn nice but something happen...shhhh...dun wanna say to embarrass myself.hahas....
When the night time comes,something happen reali creepy...coz we went to walk walk & my fren saw "something" twice lor(dun wish to leak out tat much,unless i tell u personally coz cant leak out to everyone) & my turn came & i saw something too near the 1st floor near the lab tat is heading to the pond...Arghh,dun wish to say tat much coz feeling uneasy(Dun ever laugh at me for tat coz u would feel uneasy when u see tat wont u? Dun tell me u see tat & u feel happy coz for the 1st time or wad-.-|||)
For the 1st time i tried to sleep during the 1st night of my camp & guess wad.....I still couldn't sleep_|_ Feel like becoming a zombie during my extended programme but lucky still absorb those important things^^
Btw,tats reali lots of Gay in my level..hahas...All hugging each other.ROFLMAO!!!!!
Next day after my extended programme,went back to camp & had my Nasi Lemak,oh ya,i forgot something....Last Night we were watching the "Facing the Giant" movie & it reali inspire me a lot coz tat guy were so sway & prayed to god & finally something happen(This message is brought to u to tell u tat be4 any challenge be prepared 1st as got 1 sentence in chinese tat say "know yr enemy & kno yrself & for every battle u will win...so this is the message i gonna say to u guys & not tat call u all always pray to god & not putting any effort in!!!! LOLS)
Ya,after the Movie,we had supper,the teacher was so good...hahas...our supper is Cheng Tng^^ it reali warm me up lor coz tat Technology Room was so damn cold as we watch our Movie there^^
Back to the Day 2 afternoon thing,ya so after having our lunch we went to play some games & learn lots of things tat once again reali reali inspire me^^ I will Chiong for my "O" levels=) ,but not until like no life la only study-.-
Finally tats when i came back home,actually wanna put something abt her when my fren call her name,ok forget it dun wish to remind of the past as those Good & Memorable Days are over,it can never restart.....
(Though no one can go back & make a brand new start,but anyone can start from now & make a brand new ending)
This means tat the days are gone & can never return but i gonna not ending at there & instead like wad tat sentence says i will make a brand new ending so i wont regret after i end everything=)

Be4 Camp^^

2009-06-04T13:40:00.001+08:00

Arghhh........Abt 1 more hrs to my camp,later going back school le,wont be able to slp for sure,but nvm coz gonna play games or wad wif frens=)
Surely will be very tired the next day-.-
1 of my best fren say tat to forget a gal is to think of the gal turning bad when she is good...for me i reali cant coz love to me is no longer abt character......But now i kno something & wake up le & tat is,those good days are gone & can never return back.....
Ok,post til here 1st,gonna do other things le,will be posting more after my camp & abt my new life^^
Oh ya,be tat,show u some pictures of my frens^^ hahas...btw my classmate funny sia.....

Today =)

2009-06-02T16:08:00.001+08:00

Well,for today,dunno wad to say but ill cut it short^^
Went to Science Pratical Mock Exam & it reali suxs man...so damn difficult lor....Wanted to light up the burner but cant light it_|_ After tat when to play basketball again^^then finally back home while Bo Jun come my house too-.-
Really happy sia coz finally 1 "O" level over le but it was like a dream lor coz at last can slack some le^^ looking towards to 11th,12th & 16th June coz going out..on 12th June gonna buy new Hp i guess,errr,probably walkman phone? Hopefully Tony can go on 16th June^^ btw playing water bomb too=) back to my childhood-.-|||
Ok,gonna post til here..Bye!!!!

Today^^

2009-06-01T18:35:00.003+08:00

Well,today juz had finish my "O" level....Kind of dunno wad to say lor,got parts tat is difficult & easy..ya,so probably can get a pass i guess.LOLs.but tats not wad i wan coz i wan get B4....
After my 'O' level,chiong home coz last minute told Bo Jun tat i joining him but went to bubble tea shop wif Bing Xiang 1st instead-.- then saw Hung Shen oso-.- After tat called Debbie for some reason coz i lazy to msg her.LOLs.....
Finally went to Expo wif Bo Jun & his family wifout his father coz his father went to work..LOLs..Then guess who i saw,saw a Sec 2N1 gal but dunno her name...(after checking yearbook,i kno le) Her name is Mei Xuan^^ , after some time when going home,wave to her but she look so shock & shy lor but in the end she smile & wave back..haiz,remember of some1 again=(
Btw so angry lor coz forget to take picture..Arghhhhh....After going back to Bedok Inter,suddenly 1 salesperson talk to me ask me whether am i a student..so funny lor,oso ask me wad sch so i told her but dunno y sia-.-
Btw Sufi,now all i can say is tat i dun wan to give up but it is reali hard to hold back everything when it is trying to escape from yr hand...wad past is past,u cant regret after those things u had done,so ya,tats the advice to u too,to start letting her go too=( although it reali hurts hurts hurts but it will hurt less if u let go & treasure those good memories tat had past...Letting her go is the best solution & coz u love her so deeply until u had to..hope this would helps,but it doesnt helps me at all-.-||| btw if now u continue to do more things for her,u will found out tat it will harder to forget her,but remember,juz giv it the best shot!!!!!

~Forgetting~

2009-05-31T14:50:00.002+08:00

Finally on9,wanted to add in something else during yesterday night but due to time constraint..LOLs...Reali wants to thx another person & tat is Ginny^^
Although i kno tat time is the best solution but she unlocked some of the path in my heart....All i can say tat those frens of mine say tat u are evil are wrong coz u are reali good...
Although some part of yr story is tat trying to turn love into hate & forget,but i tried be4 & it doesnt works....
The 4 main reason for me to forget her soon are tat 1 gal,told me tat it is not worth waiting for her as she might hurt me & i started to heed her advice..how i wish i got to kno her earlier & she tell me tat earlier....I reali miss her now,as a fren,as she gone out of country le....Thx for yr advice^^
Another reason is coz of those words tat Ginny said yesterday..3rd reason is tat the letter tat i wrote include "tearing away if i doesnt stand a chance to be frens back" & she reali torn away & tats when i kno i should stop...Last reason is of course,my best frens tat stood wif me to overcome this prob & some others frens tat hear my story & cheer me up like Debbie,Tisya,Bernice & obviously Samuel Sim tat started advicing me since the start.hahas,i repeated tat again.LOLs.
Ok,done wif tat finally,now is the counting down of "O" level Mother Tongue,LOLS,1 more day...arghhhhh.......

Does Love always come wif looks?

2009-05-30T21:23:00.003+08:00

Wow..This title is somehow the question too..ya,nearly all gals tat are chio goes for those guys tat are yandao..haiz...but some are different....To lots of ppl,different ppl have different taste,some might think tat this person is good looking but some might not....
Ok,to Tisya,maybe they juz think tat way,but i only kno tat my love for her is always true even if they think tat i am not shuai..
Basically,wanted to give up the last 1% but it is reali too hard coz when countering tat,i feel tat i gain more soon then letting it go...F it man....Ok,wadever,skip tat....
To Debbie,u are only the one tat kno the secret for now even Bo Jun doesnt kno it so keep quiet & i dun wan let so many ppl kno be4 i confirm it,but i do think tat i dun have to confirm le coz i will feel bad if i do wrong 1 step coz i reali still cant forget "her",so i am afraid the other party will get hurt too or wad.....Arghhhh....stress up wif all those things,hope it will be gone soon & back to my normal life...Ok,afterall i have to keep telling myself,"O" level Mother Tongue 1st....LOLx....
Deeply appreciate to those tat are standing beside me & cheering me up^^

~ Today ~

2009-05-30T08:53:00.003+08:00

Wow,wake up early coz reali cant sleep..Sry Debbie,i said tat i was going to msg late at night but cant coz when i woke up is around 2am le & i very tired to move sia coz of tat so many basketball match^^ but is fun.hahas...Heard from my classmate,Clive,tat today ned go back sch..lols..i reali dunno sia n dunno reali ned a not..hahas...ya,basically wake up le feel tat "she bu de fang shou"...but i reali had to & it reali hard to overcome the last 1% coz its when i remember abt the good past & trying to dump it away_|_ All i kno is to try & try no matter wad for the sake of my frens especially Samuel Sim coz he had been encouraging me to give up since the start...Should reali heed his advice lor then wont have so much trouble or wad le..ok,change topic,errrrr.....ok nothing to say le.LOLS.juz looking forward to 16th June coz going have lots & fun & obviously tats when i reali kno whether i can forget her for the last 1%,but "O" level Mother Tongue are coming in 2 Days time..OMFG....hope to get B4 but muz study..ok post til here..BYE~

Mainly abt Today =)

2009-05-29T17:48:00.008+08:00

Finally got to post again...Be4 tat show u all this pictures 1st,the sleepy Bo Jun & me & the acting cute & childish juniors.LOLs...OK,wanna say so much things lor...hahas,but i will cut it sort to prevent u all from being bored,so ya,here the stories come(zzzzzzz)
On Wednesday,my CCA,took some pictures of my junior.lols...btw i alr step down but i still go but now no longer le coz gonna study my "O" levels....& is so damn nervous lor coz 3 more days to my MOTHER TONGUE "O" LEVEL.....
Next,is today,kind of fun coz lots of things happen but i will summarise^^ Mdm Tay talk abt those Crime things & H1N1,wow,4 cases le,why cant it be after Holidays (Btw first thing is bored, 2nd thing might not be fun but a bit funny) She talked for so long then is like my right face is buring hot lor then i said to my fren tat later my right face darker than my left face sia.....after tat,when to help out,Arghhhh sry Ms Abidah coz i break her promise but they reali ned helps,sry..sry..sry......But i reali have fun lor coz i played the "Haru Haru" music then i sing wif my juniors until like siao^^hahahahahas.....(reali like acting lor coz she walk pass me too then i more emo then sing like crazy..LOLs) OK,after all this things,when to play basketball & oso VS the teacher lor but dun wan say le coz will feel a bit angry,coz of some1....
OK,now new topic,guys dun get bored 1st especially my best frens & especially Bo Jun,tat had been staying wif me when i fight this obstacles & it is now over i guess...Bo Jun,after the shower i taken juz now,i left 1% le^^
This is abt ya obviously my relationship again,guys,now i am reali letting it go for the sake tat i have to & coz i reali love her too much(ok,guys might be blur blur le) Arghhhhh,dunno how to say,ok,all i have to say is tat i putting down le coz of somethings & specially thanks to some1 & tat is TISYA...
I put down doesnt means tat i dun have any feeling anymore but it means tat i wont be so F up & wont be sad but juz letting it go is better & less hurts..Best Frens tat always cheer me up,THX A LOT^^ coz i finally realise the reason behind it le(REALI) & i kno i had been somehow being _ _ _ y _ _ (guys go guess it & it is wif past tense.LOLS) But frens & brothers,i will stay as strong no matter wad for i had to^^

When out wif 2 best brothers ever!!!!

2009-05-25T18:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was such a shiok day lor,went out wif frens to Bugis & oso Suntec,but feeling tired coz the stupid escalator spoil then climb tat stupid stairs_|_ & oso get bully by them coz they keep on talking abt stead la & wad so ever then they nothing to talk,talk until my side...Fuck them man especially Hensely(muz put his name big big)....Here are the pictures we took....
Today,nothing much juz hate 2 things,1 is the Mother Tongue intensive,study from 8 to 3.35 all abt Mother Tongue,bored like siao lor but good for my upcoming "O" level Mother Tongue & tat is 1 wk from today...2nd thing i hate is erm....sry cant say..abt something & only some kno tat..so ya,posting til here.Bye~

The days are coming soon

2009-05-23T12:23:00.003+08:00

Today,went to sch to study for my Chinese coz my Mother Tongue "O" level are coming reali reali soon juz a few more days.WTF!!!! Still so nervous,dunno wad then cure it lor.... I am looking forward to May 29 & 30 coz there is AV Camp,so fun coz gonna go East Coast Park for Amazing race^^ lucky i didnt play & juz a station master....hahas...Oso looking forward to after the 6 days of extended programme in June Holidays coz after tat gonna go have lots of fun be4 i reali change into my "O" level mode & back to a nerd-.- Time reali flies,soon will be leaving this sch & i will miss lots of u & especially some of it.....Now,i gonna take the Biggest regret wif me as this burden cant be put down.sob=(
Ok,wadever skip tat be4 i think of someone again(trying to put down & letting it go for 1 wk,but dunno will i fail?) Hey guys tat saw this new post,wanna ask u all whether u all wan go out on June 12 or 15 or 16 ma,to East Coast to ride bike^^ ?(if wan tag me & say...currently a few ppl are going)

2009-05-22T16:38:00.003+08:00

Was about to post for the last few days but dun think there was a ned & juz abt i finally being wake up by a talk from my form teacher & others are juz my frens & I playing basketball,it was so fun lor & oso i suddenly recall those sad things(skip this topic & it will be better)... For today,the In-Place-Protection was so cool lor coz my frens & I built the stupid toilet & 2 guys when u & act Gay..laugh like siao~.~ After tat,Ms Abidah told us a Ghost story & it will be frightening if i reali encounter tat when i go for my NS.... Btw Aaron from Sec 1e2 told me tat 1 of the Haru Haru from my video bar is very funny & tat is the 3rd 1...After i watch a few mins,i laugh like siao even til now coz they are like idiots acting lor..Really funny..hahahahahahas.....Oh ya btw after my O levels,gonna do break dance wif my frens,looks cool & i am learning a bit now(Haru Haru music will be insert)... Hey btw this are the pictures tat i took in Control Room & oso other places wif frens.....

Hurts Hurts Hurts

2009-05-16T11:11:00.003+08:00

Now i shall reveal some parts of my secrets..Had u guys ever cry coz of a gal?? Thats when i say yes.. Sometimes my heart reali hurts a lot until i suddenly found out tat wow,i drop a few tears..Now i reali think tat every part of wooing a gal ned technique le & obviously sincerity....Last time i was stupid lor coz never woo a gal & put in much effort be4...
Now all those things you had done lead me to a misunderstanding too & that is " y muz u slowly torture me this way be4 u hurts me terribly,why?" "Why cant u juz stab me & kill me straight away?"
Although u finally kno tat it hurts a lot to say Goodbye,but y are u doing tat to me too? It reali would hurt less if i would to be dead than being tortured..
I still remember the day when u told me tat " 1 advice,go find yrself a GF". After a few days i oso dunno y i fall in love wif u(Guys might think OMG!!!)...Should not heed yr advice so wont get so hurt now...Some of my frens said tat you are juz playing wif my feelings & might have something up to yr sleeve but i choose to trust u even til now but instead,u are trying to hurt me....You oso once told me tat " Ofc,we are still frens no matter wad la." But now it doesnt looks like this words exist..I trust every words u said but some of it,u fail to win my trust....
Although I kno I am wrong but y cant u giv me a chance to explain everything? Although I did said tat u live yr life,i live my life but i can say tat i reali cant forget u at all coz u will be in my heart forever..I am juz backing out & i think tat i should coz I am letting u go as i truely love u & dun wanna make u angry or wad le... I am juz afraid tat I might go back to u wifout knowing when i thought of those good memories so i wish to throw it away....
1 thing i reali admire from her character is tat she is reali strong..She oso did told me tat "we had to be strong",coz of the same family problems we had...From the position I am standing,I can see tat she is reali reali strong whereas I failed to be strong now..I once was very strong after she told me tat we had too but now it failed...Why it is juz 1st half of my Sec 4 life & alr screwed up so much things tat hurts me so much? And why when i am feeling the weakest,so much things hurts me? Sooner or later, after 1 last blow,I will definitely be down.....

2009-05-15T17:35:00.003+08:00

Once again,back to my fuck up life....Any love experts can tell me how to forget the gal tat u love???(coz of some things,she hates me now)... I reali want to ask her a lot of things but i know i would juz get 3 words back for all question or even nothing at all... I wanna say tat " I was wrong,& it lead to misunderstanding,pls forgive me(although i kno she wont)...When i call u,u had no response & i cant even start up a conversation now..I thought i wont feel any hurts & forget u after a few days but i was very very wrong...i cant live wifout all of it.... I reali wonder had u forgotten me as a fren....but i do think tat the answer is yes u had coz til now,it still remain the same things tat u had done to me when u are angry...All i can say is,u live yr life,i live my life...I will try to be as happy as possible but I reali hope tat u r happier than me....coz i will get immune one day after all those hurts tat bleeds in my heart.Juz can say,take all memories wifout regret although i extremely regret but who can i blame? Only myself...Sob=( "
Dun wanna talk abt MYE le coz it sucks my whole life,but i juz can say tat no matter wad,i will defintely Buck up & chiong my studies le & not slacking tat fucking much....Wanna get good results for my prelim.....LOL,very nervous coz "O" level Mother Tongue is coming nearer & nearer le...

About today

2009-05-13T16:23:00.001+08:00

Haiz....screwed up all those Exams.....Done quite badly but lots of it improve,erm,i mean all improve except for my stupid English...Arghhhh...sienz lor,ok wadever....
Life is soon back to normal like wad i use to be when i didnt love a gal at all but the day had not yet reali reach but it is on the stepping stone to success le...LOLs...Once again,reali hate to forget but i had to if not i can guarantee i will lost all brain cells.LMAO...already lose a lot to forget le.hahas..Ya,so post til here.bye~

Finally make up my mind le!!!! & abt today

2009-05-12T18:05:00.005+08:00

Yeah!!! finally make up my mind le.....Now i make a deal tat if after June holiday,if we reaili cant be frens anymore,then i would juz say GoodBye to it & forget her...yes,forget her, althought it reali hurts a lot to lose things but i think she kno tat too so ya,it will be happier if i let it go....reali reali dun wish to let go but somethings if u regret it,it is no use le coz it wont come back to u le....Thx to my frens tat go out wif me today & i had this feeling of letting it go....this are the photos we took at the beach.hahas....Btw,there is 1 picture wanna put for some1 to see but it is no use now,so i juz put for u all to see ba...hahas..coz dun wan lose whatever i have now,muz treasure it...Sry if tat picture look sucks... Hey,oh ya,be4 tat,we went to MacDonald & guess wad,we waited for tat stupid Wei Lun & in the end we lie to him & tell him tat the fries are seaweed shaker de,actually we put cream powder,salt,sugar & even pepper but tat looks reali like lor & he even eat tat.OMFG.hahas....

2009-05-12T08:44:00.004+08:00

Cool!!! Yesterday went out wif frens to repair at Queenstown after tat went to Bugis & lastly went to Tampines...LOL...had a lot of fun taking photos at Tampines but the sad thing was tat 2 frens went home le...ok,now show u all the pictures..

Btw guys,look at the video bar,its nice,click on them....but so sry,its abt love & yeah coz i had been hurt so deeply & listen to this songs for dunno hw many times le....

2009-05-10T17:10:00.004+08:00

Life is boring wifout you but wad can i do? Nothing,precisely,coz letting u go is the best solution for now as to show u tat i truely love u & dun wanna make u angry again...For all i kno,when i am letting u go,all of a sudden,i thought of those days when i walk & talk to u...Although you are quiet when chatting & walking wif u,but i do enjoy every moment....Now whenever i think of it,i feel tat there are thousands of needles piercing thru my heart & it reali hurts....No matter wad happen again,i will stay even stronger & continue to be happy =)

Hey,yesterday i think some part of Singapore on fire coz at night i saw the fiery aura in the sky...will be posting the video tat i took shortly....Unfortunately,cant see the fire coz buildings blocking it.....

2009-05-09T19:03:00.003+08:00

Hahas....Looking forward to going out wif frens during this 4 days break...but soon i will be extremely nervous ler.Hehe.(LOL,i still got the guts to go out & slack sia...wad a bad boy i am..Oops,not boy anymore^^ should be guy) Now to me,i am taking everything as natural as possible coz in chinese there is a sentence tat say "when a boat reach the dock,it will be straight"...LOL...so now i think tat fate is important & trust too,if there is little or even no trust at all,misunderstanding will start non-stop....Ok,wadever,posting til here for today..

(PLS DO NOT INTOXICATE ME WIF YR EXUBERANT VEBOSITY)

2009-05-09T10:24:00.002+08:00

Yay!!!! Exams finally over but fuck,my O level Mother Tongue coming le...so nervous lor...Anyway, bored to death le,no choice either post on blog or go talk to frens in msn...sienz..juz enter her blog & found out tat WTF,her blog tio spam by some unknown suckers...Wish to help her but quite " mao dun" coz afraid tat got misunderstanding again or even "fan"....but after some thinking,i think i should help her lor.....Would not afraid to help her coz afterall she is still the one tat i truely love,even she doesnt love me(LOL,kind of stupid but i am not=P ).....So ya,looks like blog can reali lead to fighting or even gang fight juz coz of some annonymus tags...Ok,enough of tat,post abt yesterday ba,after exam,called Ginny to go play basketball then WTH,she dun wan or wad,ok,wadever,then went to play basketball wif my pri sch frens & some a lot of those pai kia.hahas...kno lots & lots of them de lor coz of some reasons but i am not one now=)..oh ya,be4 tat,i was having a nice chat wif one of the 1E2 boys,Aaron(dun reali kno how to spell his name),hahas....So,tats how i celebrate my days after exams,but for after O level,gonna celebrate like crazy person le.....hehe..post til here.bye~

(Hey,oh ya,i juz found out tat now i a bit "zi lian" lor...hahas..actually is too bored le so juz take pic & put on blog)

2009-05-07T17:53:00.004+08:00

After a bit of thinking & talking to my fren,Jia Jin, in msn, i now truely kno tat he is in the same situation as me...LOL...he is rather hurts too...but after those conversation...both of us think the same...Both of us do quite a lot to the gal tat truely love & never regret thou...& his PM in msn were reali cool lor..it says" ying wei ai ni cai ran ni zou"... I strongly agree wif this words & now i am letting it go for the sake tat i truely love her & dun wanna make her angry...too much misunderstanding had occur le until it cant be solve.sob=(.... & we oso think tat as long as she is reali happy,tats enuf le...no matter how hurt we are...(Hey,u all might think tat we are stupid,but we are not....coz we truely truely love them...)

2009-05-07T16:02:00.004+08:00

Life is truely meaningless for me le....I am juz living for the sake of living....Screwed up wif everything now....wanna post abt yesterday things but i dun think i have to....juz to say tat i am standing at the kitchen window & looking out into the sky & then realise tat i had been standing there for 1hr...took a pic of my old primary sch in the dark gloomy sky..lol..Actually i was thinking of those words tat my Lenard Kor Kor had once ask me...all abt love again...but no point telling now coz juz talk to my fren,Ginny,& found out something...Now i truely kno tat every words we say is reali reali important...Juz wanna her be happy but in the end Care="fan" & even making her angry...My fren once told me tat y should i ruin my whole life juz coz of a gal & i told her tat "dunno,but juz never regret doing all those Good things for her..as for those tat i had done wrong,All i truely kno tat i am reali reali sry & i will try again & again until the day i reali forget her coz i kno tat it cant be turn back when i reali done so much wrong things & oso continue living as wad i had say" live for the sake of living"...
(Thx Bo jun for telling me abt the life & remind of the words tat a fren once told me abt)
Cant post much today coz reali reali feeling down le....I reali wish tat i could turn back time but it cant...

2009-05-06T14:39:00.003+08:00

Sry...the part when i msg DEBBIE was on 5th May...i was so damn blur yesterday & oso type wrongly for lots of things....Looks like exam not only kill but oso make ppl blur coz some of my frens oso blur blur de...Sienz...posting abt today ba...rather angry wif my Mom & quarrelled wif her due to 1 handphone...wanna say sry but she make me even piss off when she told me other things abt HP again... Now i truely kno tat no one can answer the question u had ask.Only u yrself can solve & answer it... & now i truely kno tat y i cant forget her le & i reali regret doing all those wrong things...should treasure it even more...The reason for I reali cant forget her was tat i still miss those days & those memories were screwed tidely into my brain & heart le....Arghhh......

(For all i kno,i am no longer the innocent guy tat i use to be as it had be hurt to death by those relationship prob & now typing this things de is totally a new person tat is even more EVIL....but 1 thing tat never change is tat i am still devoted to tat gal-.- Although EVIL,i will harm those tat are my frens...coz i only attack those tat are going against me like an enemy...(but not my mom la even i angry wif her.LOL)

2009-05-05T16:50:00.002+08:00

Hahahahas.Pictures again...This are the pic tat i took wif my "Brothers"..the guy in the middle,name Wei Tat, had juz join our 'Brothers' de gang.LOL.......gonna torture him & teach him all those bad things.muhahahaha. EVIL.
LOL.juz kidding=)....no joke no fun-.-

2009-05-05T16:09:00.003+08:00

Arghhhh......Its sucks....Too many unhappy & unusual things happen le...cant take any blow le....why?why does it happen???? Heard from best fren tat those things is i created coz i didnt avoid it in the 1st place....especially Love & other problems....Haiz...Nvm,juz w8 lor coz reali dunno wad steps i should take le & i only kno my O level is chasing me le....so ya study 1st..hahas...& i reali wanna thx to some1 & tat is DEBBIE...coz on 5th May(Edited),in the morning,it was raining & i msg her & told her to send "her"(dun wan say out name if not some ppl might get angry) to sch if not she will be drenched & might catch a cold again(to easily to catch a cold i think)...& DEBBIE reali agree to send her and she told me tat she is alr going to send her....hahas.....So ya,once again thx to DEBBIE..& she is reali kind of great coz she cheer me up when i am feeling down & oso both of us oso try to joke around..LOLs.....As for the Lit paper,i reali flung the whole unseen poem lor although i kno how to tackle it using paraphrase but still cant think out of the box lor....so damn diffcult,all abt the stupid 7 sorrows & no link at all.... And for today,all i can say,POA suxs....the paper 2 is so fucking irritating & i nearly went to slp....Ok,post until here & continue next time....Hope to meet up wif frens again this coming Sunday...Exams reali kill us all

2009-05-03T13:22:00.003+08:00

Hehe=) this are the photos we took last wk at Tampines^^ Haiz...today is kind of bored.when to Bo jun house to do maths....Next wk will be like siao le coz so many exams throwing at me=(

After exam going out wif more frens again^^ but soon my O level mother tongue coming le...so nervous lor.....Gonna miss my frens for now but soon meet up.ya....afterall i miss some1.... and she might be still angry wif me=( SOB ...ok,THE END...posting next wk^^

2009-05-02T12:27:00.005+08:00

Labour Day were so fun....I went out wif Bo Jun and another yandao guy,Kee Meng.Went to watch movie at Plaza Singapura...wanted to take picture but they dun wan..sob..so in the end only take some pic at the same place...oh ya,be4 we watch movie,we went to Orchard Road then walk to Plaza Singapura...after watching we walk to Bugis then i became emo...wanna listen to music then so fuck up lor__ tat stupid Ah meng(tats wad i use to call kee meng) keep on irritate me then cant emo...btw sry for emoing when i so long then can meet up wif u....next time wont le..will be throwing all those unhappy things away..hahas....Oh ya,guys tat not yet watch x men should go coz its so nice lor..some parts are funny...especially when x men run down the hill naked...hahas...but censored la...Dun get horny=) After we reach Bugis then walk around like crazy ppl then finally go home...its fun than staying at home & study for so long^^ Hope to meet up soon...i think after our MYE...

About Life

2009-04-30T15:58:00.003+08:00

Life is full of obstacles....been feeling up & down when i am Sec 4 especially...Really wonder y she wan die so much...Dunno how to help her le....haiz...Ok,enough of tat....Yesterday,29th April,its so fun....Came to sch,found out tat students are to be in their class then i went to find Tony & help him out wif AV stuff..although step down le but been doing it for so long le,too difficult to stop immediately...Some of the juniors are making me worried..Ya,after i realise tat i forget to take control room key,i went down & take it & saw her(guys tat kno me should kno who i talking abt) on the way down the stairs.....Ok,continue,then i ran like siao juz to help out so many things lor....Thx to a super great teacher,Mr Lee my Lit teacher, he gave me tissue to wipe my sweat sia...hahas....After tat,life is back...bored....As for today,30th April, i feel so fuck up sia....everything is doing fine until i suddenly think of some sad things....luckily finish nearly the whole of SS but not yet fully....then thought tat i will fail my POA....Giving up alr,then last min i learn a bit & gosh it came out,i was so happy but not sure will pass a not.hahas...But be4 tat,i was studying Chem notes & my frens told me tat she is at there-.-i was thinking" ya she is at there so....? & she not yet fogive me oso...i cant do anything le....".
After all these obstacles i had face when i am in Sec 4,i truely kno something le....& oso i kno tat true frens are reali important as they are the ones tat cheer me up when i am sad...especially,Bo Jun, & obviously other frens from sec 2 & sec 1e2...hahas....So ya this is all i can post for today & looking forward to tomorow...yay...hope it is fun but dun happy too early as bad things may come if u r happy too early....

2009-04-29T16:48:00.003+08:00

Haiz,feeling rather down right now.....Exam sucks totally.....gonna flung Mother Tongue coz of time....stupid sia.....Nvm,do better for 'O' level afterall is most important de....
Posting abt yesterday ba, went to my fren's house & took the same bus as Jovy,she look so emo,arghhh....wadever,reach fren's house, call another fren,Ginny,i told her tat she not yet forgive me then she misunderstood & thought tat Jovial not yet forgive me & then told me tat he is in front,i got a big scare again coz i thought Jovy can disappear & walk beside Ginny....Arghhh......dunno wad i talking oso....too much Singlish^^ Ok nvm...post again this Friday or Saturday coz gonna chiong my studies now if not flung others too....become 'guai kia' again....So enthusiastic & looking forward to Labour Day coz go out wif frens....yay^^

2009-04-29T16:39:00.002+08:00

Hahas...this are the picture i took on Sunday when i went to Tampines 1 after meeting my Mom....Sob i remember this bear & i call Bo Jun to take picture of me wif the bear,but i kno it cant be replace again & oso cant regret since you/me or who ever had make the wrong choice.....

2009-04-26T18:59:00.002+08:00

Today afternoon went out wif my best fren,bo jun, again to Tampines...after tat meet my mom & went to Tampines 1...Guess wad,i saw my Primary school frens....Omg...so long no see le,i forgot their name.hahas.they become so chio le.hahas....1 of them remember me & wave at me when i dun reali kno her.hahas....Cool...Looking at those things in the shop & found something cool & tat is the horny lamp.hahas

2009-04-26T11:21:00.002+08:00

Sienz..nothing to post...Mid Year Exam is juz round the corner....Ya,so will post later,most probably next Sat coz wan study le....hahas....Tomorow will be sending her 1 msg & tat will be the last msg i am sending her & there goes our frenship.....sad but as long as both of us happy,tat is enough....

2009-04-25T16:44:00.002+08:00

Bored as usual....after reading her blog feeling down....looks like i still cant forget her fully yet..sob..Hopefully her stead is good towards her if not she will be crying like hell...haiz..dunno wad to say to her & post le......looking forward to Labour Day^^ going out wif primary school frens. Haha..after exam going out wif cousin again...its so fun going out wif them......hopefully by then i forget her.....

2009-04-25T12:20:00.000+08:00

Finally a blog is done.hahas. It is oso time to let go of her...she is juz not worth for all i kno i shouldnt care for her anymore...although there is still lots & lots of good memories staying behind...

if it is yours,it will be yours

About the Changi Chalet

Reviving of the blog

Escape Theme Park

Back to blog for the time being

Escape Theme Park

Today

Finally back to blog,but bored

Posting abt linked frens

Looking back hurts...

Today

Yesterday,26/06/09

*Bored*

Forgive me Aaron & abt our outing^^

LOL~

Went out wif cousin to buy phone^^

Today^^

Finally back^^

AFTER THE CAMP^^

Be4 Camp^^

Today =)

Today^^

~Forgetting~

Does Love always come wif looks?

~ Today ~

Mainly abt Today =)

When out wif 2 best brothers ever!!!!

The days are coming soon

Hurts Hurts Hurts

About today

Finally make up my mind le!!!! & abt today

About Life

Bored