After a bit of thinking & talking to my fren,Jia Jin, in msn, i now truely kno tat he is in the same situation as me...LOL...he is rather hurts too...but after those conversation...both of us think the same...Both of us do quite a lot to the gal tat truely love & never regret thou...& his PM in msn were reali cool lor..it says" ying wei ai ni cai ran ni zou"... I strongly agree wif this words & now i am letting it go for the sake tat i truely love her & dun wanna make her angry...too much misunderstanding had occur le until it cant be solve.sob=(.... & we oso think tat as long as she is reali happy,tats enuf le...no matter how hurt we are...(Hey,u all might think tat we are stupid,but we are not....coz we truely truely love them...)

Life is truely meaningless for me le....I am juz living for the sake of living....Screwed up wif everything now....wanna post abt yesterday things but i dun think i have to....juz to say tat i am standing at the kitchen window & looking out into the sky & then realise tat i had been standing there for 1hr...took a pic of my old primary sch in the dark gloomy sky..lol..Actually i was thinking of those words tat my Lenard Kor Kor had once ask me...all abt love again...but no point telling now coz juz talk to my fren,Ginny,& found out something...Now i truely kno tat every words we say is reali reali important...Juz wanna her be happy but in the end Care="fan" & even making her angry...My fren once told me tat y should i ruin my whole life juz coz of a gal & i told her tat "dunno,but juz never regret doing all those Good things for her..as for those tat i had done wrong,All i truely kno tat i am reali reali sry & i will try again & again until the day i reali forget her coz i kno tat it cant be turn back when i reali done so much wrong things & oso continue living as wad i had say" live for the sake of living"...
(Thx Bo jun for telling me abt the life & remind of the words tat a fren once told me abt)
Cant post much today coz reali reali feeling down le....I reali wish tat i could turn back time but it cant...

Sry...the part when i msg DEBBIE was on 5th May...i was so damn blur yesterday & oso type wrongly for lots of things....Looks like exam not only kill but oso make ppl blur coz some of my frens oso blur blur de...Sienz...posting abt today ba...rather angry wif my Mom & quarrelled wif her due to 1 handphone...wanna say sry but she make me even piss off when she told me other things abt HP again... Now i truely kno tat no one can answer the question u had ask.Only u yrself can solve & answer it... & now i truely kno tat y i cant forget her le & i reali regret doing all those wrong things...should treasure it even more...The reason for I reali cant forget her was tat i still miss those days & those memories were screwed tidely into my brain & heart le....Arghhh......

(For all i kno,i am no longer the innocent guy tat i use to be as it had be hurt to death by those relationship prob & now typing this things de is totally a new person tat is even more EVIL....but 1 thing tat never change is tat i am still devoted to tat gal-.- Although EVIL,i will harm those tat are my frens...coz i only attack those tat are going against me like an enemy...(but not my mom la even i angry wif her.LOL)

Hahahahas.Pictures again...This are the pic tat i took wif my "Brothers"..the guy in the middle,name Wei Tat, had juz join our 'Brothers' de gang.LOL.......gonna torture him & teach him all those bad things.muhahahaha. EVIL.
LOL.juz kidding=)....no joke no fun-.-

Arghhhh......Its sucks....Too many unhappy & unusual things happen le...cant take any blow le....why?why does it happen???? Heard from best fren tat those things is i created coz i didnt avoid it in the 1st place....especially Love & other problems....Haiz...Nvm,juz w8 lor coz reali dunno wad steps i should take le & i only kno my O level is chasing me le....so ya study 1st..hahas...& i reali wanna thx to some1 & tat is DEBBIE...coz on 5th May(Edited),in the morning,it was raining & i msg her & told her to send "her"(dun wan say out name if not some ppl might get angry) to sch if not she will be drenched & might catch a cold again(to easily to catch a cold i think)...& DEBBIE reali agree to send her and she told me tat she is alr going to send her....hahas.....So ya,once again thx to DEBBIE..& she is reali kind of great coz she cheer me up when i am feeling down & oso both of us oso try to joke around..LOLs.....As for the Lit paper,i reali flung the whole unseen poem lor although i kno how to tackle it using paraphrase but still cant think out of the box lor....so damn diffcult,all abt the stupid 7 sorrows & no link at all.... And for today,all i can say,POA suxs....the paper 2 is so fucking irritating & i nearly went to slp....Ok,post until here & continue next time....Hope to meet up wif frens again this coming Sunday...Exams reali kill us all

Hehe=) this are the photos we took last wk at Tampines^^ Haiz...today is kind of bored.when to Bo jun house to do maths....Next wk will be like siao le coz so many exams throwing at me=(

After exam going out wif more frens again^^ but soon my O level mother tongue coming le...so nervous lor.....Gonna miss my frens for now but soon meet up.ya....afterall i miss some1.... and she might be still angry wif me=( SOB ...ok,THE END...posting next wk^^

Labour Day were so fun....I went out wif Bo Jun and another yandao guy,Kee Meng.Went to watch movie at Plaza Singapura...wanted to take picture but they dun wan..sob..so in the end only take some pic at the same place...oh ya,be4 we watch movie,we went to Orchard Road then walk to Plaza Singapura...after watching we walk to Bugis then i became emo...wanna listen to music then so fuck up lor__ tat stupid Ah meng(tats wad i use to call kee meng) keep on irritate me then cant emo...btw sry for emoing when i so long then can meet up wif u....next time wont le..will be throwing all those unhappy things away..hahas....Oh ya,guys tat not yet watch x men should go coz its so nice lor..some parts are funny...especially when x men run down the hill naked...hahas...but censored la...Dun get horny=) After we reach Bugis then walk around like crazy ppl then finally go home...its fun than staying at home & study for so long^^ Hope to meet up soon...i think after our MYE...